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Abandoned Corners

by Egor Lappo

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1.
In this world so full of danger One may be afraid To find out that it's his fault A tragedy just out of reach And there we go again The unpleasant discussion leads to a fight to feel right Neverending storm Please let go and let us live Without fear or disbelief No matter how much we try to stand on our own Disagreements come from those above Haunted by shadows in their sunshine We're so afraid to be ourselves Left alone with our own lies Looking back it all makes sense now They have gone too far Good intentions led to harm Way too much or not enough And there we go again Justifying the boundaries created by shame Going on and on Please let go and let us live Without fear or disbelief No matter how much we try to stand on our own Disagreements come from those above Haunted by shadows in their sunshine We're so afraid to be ourselves Please let go and let us live Without fear or disbelief No matter how much we try to stand on our own Disagreements come from those above Haunted by shadows in their sunshine We're so afraid to be ourselves Left alone with our own lies
2.
Can you stop just for once Take a breath, look around You'll never find your way out But the moments get lost In the waves of our time They always slip away Faded sights, wistful days There's so much for us to take For us to take, yeah Noisy crowds, crowded streets Wish I could just try to leave Just try to leave this place See the clouds they're just like wandering thoughts And I like to stand still and watch them pass through the sky It's meant to be my own haven of peace So when the haze surrounds me - I set my world on pause Being frozen in heart With no love passing by It's like the way it should be So you got not much choice But to seek out reprieve In tried and true old ways Faded sights, wistful days There's so much for us to take For us to take, yeah Noisy crowds, crowded streets Wish I could just try to leave Just try to leave this place See the clouds they're just like wandering thoughts And I like to stand still and watch them pass through the sky It's meant to be my own haven of peace So when the haze surrounds me - I set my world on pause How do we fight All the strangeness around But to step away from it all Everything just fades out Everything makes it hard for you to sleep at night See the clouds they're just like wandering thoughts And I like to stand still and watch them pass through the sky It's meant to be my own haven of peace So when the haze surrounds me - I set my world on pause
3.
New Lines 04:49
You can feel life keeps moving on (And you hardly see the path) Alternate and create new ways (Still holding on to the past) Every day thousands of new lines (They will never ever cross) Wish you could know all the answers Affected by Every little step that you take How can you know you did no wrong No wrong What’s meant to be Is not something for you to see Try hard to guess, this game can not be won On the verge of despair You seem lost again Don't tell me it's only getting worse Cause I remember you frightened But still the day could become brighter The ever-changing flow It's only illusion of free will There is no “what could have been done?” There is just you living this life Enslaved by your fate It don't take It don't take a lot (For you to have a different life) Just pretend to act excited What’s meant to be Is not something for you to see Try hard to guess, this game can not be won On the verge of despair You seem lost again Don't tell me it's only getting worse Cause I remember you frightened But still the day could become brighter The ever-changing flow It's only illusion of free will There is no “what could have been done?” There is just you living this life Enslaved by your fate One touch will change the heart Change the hand that pulls your card Haunted by shadows of lives that you will never live On the verge of despair You seem lost again Don't tell me it's only getting worse Cause I remember you frightened But still the day could become brighter The ever-changing flow It's only illusion of free will There is no “what could have been done?” There is just you living this life Enslaved by your fate
4.
In the silence around she'll understand That it all was in vain and never mattered In the future of ours, there are no more like us Only the souls are what's left Distant memories of times when she was so young Full of dreams full of hopes, no one could stop her Disappearing in lazy careless days It's like she's meant to succeed Why does life seem so unfair When years you lived and centuries They matter much, much more Time gave her privilege To be the last of her kind Who still can walk this earth This reality's cruel and so heartbreaking When you're sinking so deep you cannot take it Catching glimpses turns into disappointment As it's expected to be Now she's got not much choice but to accept it All the dreams that she had are leading into failure And her soundness of mind’s naturally fading Her days are numbered but how Why does life seem so unfair When years you lived and centuries They matter much, much more Time gave her privilege To be the last of her kind Who still can walk this earth Over hundred years passed They can feel the mourning around But now she's gone, now she's gone She took her age with her
5.
Move On 03:28
The day we were there Felt like all is planned and ready So we'll never have to doubt what is coming next But day after day And year after year You have failed me It's so tiring for me to hear that you'll set us free But deep down I hope you're gonna be alright Hold tight, this life's passing by While we keep caressing our souls You know we're drowning in lies While we try so hard to move on And so once again Feeling stuck in your own safety You feel powerless to act so damn recklessly So dreams turn to dust And no light in sight Time's not tender It's so tiring to me, you don’t seem to shed a tear But deep down I hope we're gonna make it right Hold tight, this life's passing by While we keep caressing our souls You know we're drowning in lies While we try so hard to move on Hold tight, this life's passing by While we keep caressing our souls You know we're drowning in lies While we try so hard to move on You know Sometimes you just let it go
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Through your sorrows and days out of luck I will bring you back to paradise If you would agree to obey If you just agree to stay If you just agree to stay I don't know if I'm really against what you do Cause I've struggled enough And I’ve seen you help me survive Here we are satisfying our lost souls with what we can And never trying to comprehend all the sacrifice (No I can’t let you go) I’m never feeling blue (No I can’t let you go) I’m not afraid of you (No I can’t let you go) There isn’t any gloom And there is no sorrow that I recognize Train of thoughts and illusions so real Look at how imaginative you can be If only you tell me yes If only you let me stay If only you let me stay I don't know if I'm really against what you do Cause I've struggled enough And I’ve seen you help me survive Here we are satisfying our lost souls with what we can And never trying to comprehend all the sacrifice (No I can’t let you go) I’m never feeling blue (No I can’t let you go) I’m not afraid of you (No I can’t let you go) There isn’t any gloom And there is no sorrow that I recognize I don't know if I'm really against what you do Cause I've struggled enough And I’ve seen you help me survive Here we are satisfying our lost souls with what we can And never trying to comprehend all the sacrifice (No I can’t let you go) I’m never feeling blue (No I can’t let you go) I’m not afraid of you (No I can’t let you go) There isn’t any gloom And there is no sorrow that I recognize
8.
Out of Touch 03:57
If I was ever here to stay Would it be ok for me to feel so mundane I feel like having no desire To convince myself that I am a part of this pride The fun I see inside Of the bloodshot angry eyes Is so obscured by your adrenaline Perfectly disguised I try to get so far away The flickering bright rays of light Make them fight their ways to find the best of the sights To convince themselves that they’re still a part of their pride I wish to be so detached I wish to be so out of touch No one wants to track me down No one tries to hunt me down The fun I see inside Of the bloodshot angry eyes I understand the hatred that you feel Who am I to say Your fate is to end up in hell If I was ever here to stay Would it be ok for me to feel so mundane And to know I’m the only one to live with no shame I wish to be so detached I wish to be so out of touch No one wants to track me down No one tries to hunt me down Try to get So far away Far away Far away Far away
9.
Monochrome 04:09
Trying to hear the sounds Of glorious notes In ways they all still hear Trying to see the world In colors once seen Now it’s all grayscale Every time something appears And reminds of tender gone years I can't help I know what was Could now never be All the magic's gone Time to hold on Though the sun won't keep you warm Surrender to this daydream There's a chance we will both live How we should live Feeling like we've never left Forever young and free of These monochrome humdrum days Trying to gasp for breath Through spores after rain My heart can't feel a thing So many things around For people all kinds You still can't fit in Doesn't feel like a lost fight Yet my soul has been burnt out No escape, no pills to take Just to live in vain All the magic's gone Time to hold on Though the sun won't keep you warm Surrender to this daydream There's a chance we will both live How we should live Feeling like we've never left Forever young and free of These monochrome humdrum days All the magic's gone Time to hold on Though the sun won't keep you warm Surrender to this daydream There's a chance we will both live How we should live Feeling like we've never left Forever young and free of These monochrome humdrum days
10.
No Cloud 03:52
No cloud now In the summer sky Feels like morning will never arrive We wonder If it's gonna last 'till the sun shines and calls us home Only for us To come back So tired of life now staying all the same You know the nights can be so full Of memories and it's true Kaleidoscope of burning skies Outshining stars throughout the dark And catching moments, counting days Until the August comes We'll let it take a much needed break As we just watch how darkness fades in I'm trying To remember well All the warmth of never ending bright days So I could Take what's coming next With some patience to bare through the rains Not much charm Not much joy In those gray skies that last for too much long You know the nights can be so full Of memories and it's true Kaleidoscope of burning skies Outshining stars throughout the dark And catching moments, counting days Until the August comes We'll let it take a much needed break As we just watch how darkness fades in You know the nights can be so full Of memories and it's true Kaleidoscope of burning skies Outshining stars throughout the dark And catching moments, counting days Until the August comes We'll let it take a much needed break As we just watch how darkness fades in No cloud now In the summer sky Feels like morning will never arrive

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released May 16, 2023

Egor Lappo - Music, Vocals, Lyrics, Mixing, Mastering.

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Alex Parkinson (Mothman and The Thunderbirds) & Kirby
Kirill Bobkin (ReFraqtion, Irrita)
George Fog, A.G.

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